It's been a while since I wrote something. Life happened, love happened, loss happened. But let's go back a little...  My last post was quite sad and to be honest, I had given up. I was done with everything, done with hoping for something good, for love, for happiness. And just like the stupid saying…

You know... sometimes, life is just too much.   I feel like I basically live out of spite. Cause there are a few things I still want to see.  The final season of "Stranger Things". The full story of "Deltarune". The day I meet my best friend in real life. But I'm not happy. I'm …

Last year, I've changed a lot. Something shifted inside of me and made way for great things. Today's post is about these changes and how I found what I've been looking for - my little place in this world.   speaking up for myself   One of the most important learnings last year was speaking up for…

The mask. I think we all have one, we all wear it. Maybe not all the time but at least in certain situations. The mask lets us pretend to be what we need to be - happy, professional, okay, someone else, serious, funny,... it has many faces. For a long time, I have pretended to be happy. I used to seem like…

i met my younger self for a coffee.   She's 19, I'm about to turn 35. She's wearing a flashy colorful dress, high heels, has short hair. I'm arriving in a pair of jeans and a t-shirt, wearing a self-crocheted cardigan, trying to hide my thin hair by putting it up with a nice hair clamp. She o…

To be honest, I know this is an absolutely unnecessary post. The past is the past and dwelling in it is not only useless but also often hurtful. There's happy memories but also painful ones, things we regret, things we wish we would've done differently when we had the chance, things we wish we had …